Listening: Oasis- Stop Crying Your Heart Out
(Speaking of crying, it reminded me of The Notebook which I just caught yesterday. It was freaking sad, I cried 3 times and my eyeballs almost fell out.)

You left it, I sent it I want it back. You left it, I sent it I want it back. If I had you here, I'd clip your wings. Snap you up and leave you sprawling on my pin. This plan of mine is oh so very lame. Can't you see the grass is greener where it rains? You left, I died, I went and you cried. You came, I think. But I never really know. I've served my time, I've watched you climb. The wrong incline. But what do I know. Accept it, Don't let it Turn the screw. Accept it, And let it Scream back at you. Now this applies both equally to you and I, The only thing we share Is the same sky. These empty metaphors, They're all in vain. Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains? In the garden Snake was a charmin', And Eve said let's give it a try. Now lead us not into temptation, But no matter how hard I try. When in the garden and Snake is a charmin', And Eve says let's give it a try. Eve is the apple of my eye. And I lie behind you, And a cradle you in the palm of me. And I pat your hair down, I think will we sink or swim? 'Cause we could do either on a whim.

School's been starting to get on my nerves, especially today. I don't know, maybe it's the blues, aiyah so cliched. It's either the blues or the PMS just because I'm a girl. Makes no sense right, we always blame it on PMS. I'm sounding more singaporean. Thanks to the people around me, siala! Hahahaha, oops. Today 3 people bastarded Science module and I was left alone in class crawling. Nana! I missed you!! Where were you when I needed you! YOU WERE IN BUGIS HAPPILY SHOPPING AND TALKING ABOUT YOUR IMAGINARY BOYFRIEND! =\ So then I had to tahan throughout the whole day of gabra Physics. I couldn't understand a single shit from the worksheet except pieces of here and there. Then Joe just couldn't stop talking and my whole group was so engrossed in sex, especially when there is Mr. Ranjit in my team. Who can concentrate? Oh my gosh, I love my class so much. Yah, I was the only girl in the team. Imagine someone talking about the way they see girls and their private parts and saying that it's the most wonderful things they've ever seen. Ranjit's theorem: The Triple Fs', Flirt, Fuck & Forget! Go and die lah. Okay, so I spent my time drawing Ranjit. Chandra(gungungungungungungun) and Zack Zainal on my pink post-it pad. Laughing to myself just so I wouldn't feel so dead. Oh man, after so long of not blogging I have so much of things to say. Okay, sorry just mind me. It's past midnight and I usually have heaps of rubbish to talk about. Right now, I'm chatting with Tim who is also quite rubbish. We're talking about how loud I'm snoring. Yah anyways, I hope I'm going out tomorrow. I always sound like a moron when I text people, like what time and where we're going. I sound so excited in the text message but actually I'm not. I'm just afraid that I'm annoying the shit out of that person when I text. Okay, I've no idea what I'm talking about but yah I think I know what I'm talking about. SHIT. Everything is so confusing these days I even have ants living in the teeny weeny hole of a glue of my desk and fucking irritating that I have to press and kill them everyday. I pray to God everyday to cleanse my sins. Sometimes I confuse myself also, it's like 2 persons living in me. And it's so annoying it's making me paranoid everytime. And I hate to think so much because that would mean more zits on my face. Eehuck. It's going to be the end of the semester soon and it freaking sucks because it would mean I'm leaving W16M and leaving all the fantastic people I've met :( It's so crazy to think you could even cry when you're writing your rj about how you would feel if you were to change class. The 'if' wouldn't even need to be there because we ARE going to be in our seperate classes in the next semester. BOOOOO. Yah I know I know, changes are inevitable and ultimately we'll still be meeting new people, and more new people. I think we are just afraid that we'll leave the old in the lurch and then just go on with the new ones. I hope our old friendships still stay as strong :) You know what I feel like doing now. Have someone by my side and go on ranting till the next morning beside the swimming pool downstairs and have the humpty dumpty security guard stare at you. Oh my god, I have so much of feelings right now. I should go and sleep before I type more nonsense. You know, I keep the phone numbers of old acquaintances, people who I know I'll never talk to ever again in my entire life, in my mobile phone directory only so that it looks like I actually know people, so it looks like I have friends. Hahaha, I'm pathetic. My inbox is full. Okay okay, roll over now.